{"id":2291,"date":"2024-08-01T01:49:30","date_gmt":"2024-07-31T21:49:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ziya.info.az\/?p=2291"},"modified":"2024-08-19T15:43:36","modified_gmt":"2024-08-19T11:43:36","slug":"sebine-elinceli-1976","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ziya.info.az\/?p=2291","title":{"rendered":"S\u018fB\u0130N\u018f \u018fL\u0130NC\u018fL\u0130\u00a0\u00a0(1976)"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u018flinc\u0259li S\u0259bin\u0259 Nadir q\u0131z\u0131 –<\/strong> 5 av\u00adqust 1976-c\u0131 ild\u0259\u00a0 Nax\u00e7\u0131van \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259 ana\u00addan olub. 1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259 orta m\u0259k\u00adt\u0259bi, 1996-c\u0131 ild\u0259 Heyran xan\u0131m ad\u0131na Tibb M\u0259kt\u0259bini, 2002-ci ild\u0259 Nax\u00e7\u0131\u00advan D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetinin Ta\u00adrix-filo\u00adlogiya fak\u00fclt\u0259sinin Az\u0259r\u00adbay\u00adcan dili v\u0259 \u0259d\u0259biy\u00adyat\u0131 ixtisas\u0131n\u0131n bakalavr pill\u0259\u00adsi\u00adni, 2005-ci ild\u0259 Nax\u00e7\u0131van D\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259t Uni\u00adversitetinin Magistratura \u015f\u00f6b\u0259sinin Az\u0259rbaycan\u00a0 \u0259d\u0259biy\u00adyat\u0131 ixti\u00adsa\u00ads\u0131n\u0131 bitirib.<\/p>\n

1996-2000-ci ill\u0259rd\u0259 Nax\u00e7\u0131van Sa\u011flaml\u0131q M\u0259rk\u0259zind\u0259 v\u0259 Respublika x\u0259staxanas\u0131nda tibb bac\u0131s\u0131 kimi f\u0259aliyy\u0259t g\u00f6st\u0259rib. 2001-2004-c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Nax\u00e7\u0131van Teleradio Verili\u015fl\u0259ri Komit\u0259\u00adsin\u00ad\u00add\u0259 redaktor, b\u00f6y\u00fck redaktor, ba\u015f redaktor v\u0259zif\u0259l\u0259rind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u00ad\u015f\u0131b. 2005-ci-ild\u0259\u00a0 AMEA-n\u0131n Nax\u00e7\u0131van B\u00f6lm\u0259sind\u0259 ki\u015fik elmi i\u015f\u00ad\u00e7i v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. 2015-ci ild\u0259 Nax\u00e7\u0131van D\u00f6vl\u0259t Uni\u00adversi\u00adte\u00adtinin \u201cQeyr\u0259t\u201d n\u0259\u015friyyat\u0131nda korrektor v\u0259zif\u0259sind\u0259\u00a0 \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131b. 2016-c\u0131 ild\u0259n B\u0259hruz K\u0259ng\u0259rli Muzeyinin direktorudur.<\/p>\n

2005-2014-c\u00fc ill\u0259rd\u0259 Rusiya Federasiyas\u0131n\u0131n Sankt-Peter\u00adburq \u015f\u0259h\u0259rind\u0259\u00a0 ya\u015fay\u0131b.<\/p>\n

1993-c\u00fc ild\u0259n \u015feirl\u0259ri yerli v\u0259 m\u0259rk\u0259zi m\u0259tbuatla yana\u015f\u0131 \u0130ran v\u0259 T\u00fcrkiy\u0259 m\u0259tbuat\u0131nda d\u0259rc olunub. Elmi v\u0259 publisistik m\u0259\u00adqa\u00adl\u0259\u00adl\u0259ri \u201cXalq qazeti\u201d, \u201c\u0130ki sahil\u201d, \u201c525-ci q\u0259zet\u201d, \u201c\u018fd\u0259biy\u00adyat\u201d, \u201c\u015e\u0259rq qap\u0131s\u0131\u201d, \u201c\u018fdal\u0259t\u201d q\u0259zetl\u0259rind\u0259,\u00a0 h\u0259m\u00e7inin Nax\u00e7\u0131van D\u00f6v\u00adl\u0259t Universitetinin\u00a0 \u201cElmi \u0259s\u0259rl\u0259r\u201d\u00a0 jurnal\u0131nda v\u0259 s. d\u0259rc olunub.<\/p>\n

2003-c\u00fc ild\u0259 \u201cM\u0259l\u0259kl\u0259r qoruyur m\u0259ni\u201d adl\u0131 kitab\u0131 n\u0259\u015fr olu\u00adnub. Ail\u0259sind\u0259 q\u0131z \u00f6vlad\u0131 b\u00f6y\u00fcy\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

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Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev m\u0259nim xatir\u0259md\u0259<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong>\u018fmin\u0259m ki, bizim n\u0259sil\u0259 m\u0259nsub insanlar\u0131n bir \u00e7oxunun Hey\u00add\u0259r \u018fliyev haqq\u0131nda dem\u0259y\u0259 s\u00f6z\u00fc var. Kitablardan oxuduqlar\u0131 yox, m\u0259hz xatir\u0259l\u0259ri. M\u0259n d\u0259 o insanlardan biriy\u0259m. \u0130ndiki n\u0259sil Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyevi kitablardan, videoyaz\u0131lardan tan\u0131y\u0131r. M\u0259n onunla \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n \u00fcnsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olmu\u015fam. Qula\u011fa nec\u0259 d\u0259 xo\u015f g\u0259lir, q\u00fcrurverici s\u0259sl\u0259nir. Yox, yox, icaz\u0259 verin q\u00fcrurlan\u0131m-m\u0259n onu \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131m!<\/p>\n

Ulu \u00f6nd\u0259rl\u0259 iki d\u0259f\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259yin xo\u015fb\u0259xtliyini ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. B\u0259li, m\u00fcbali\u011f\u0259siz, m\u0259hz xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam.<\/p>\n

On birinci sinfi bitirm\u0259yim\u0259 say\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u0259r qalm\u0131\u015fd\u0131. 1993-c\u00fc il idi. 17 ya\u015f\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259 tamam olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131. M\u0259kt\u0259bimizin direktoru \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259r Quliyev \u015feir yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilirdi. Bir g\u00fcn m\u0259ni yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:<\/p>\n

-Qar\u015f\u0131dan Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyevin 70 illik yubileyi g\u0259lir. Yax\u015f\u0131 bir \u015feir yaza bil\u0259rs\u0259nmi?<\/p>\n

D\u0259liqanl\u0131 vaxtlar\u0131m idi:<\/p>\n

-M\u0259n sifari\u015fl\u0259 \u015feir yazm\u0131ram, \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259llim.<\/p>\n

Tutuldu. Do\u011frusu, m\u0259n d\u0259 tutuldum. M\u0259kt\u0259bin \u0259n f\u0259al \u015fagirdl\u0259rin\u00add\u0259n biri olma\u011f\u0131mla yana\u015f\u0131 \u0259n nadincl\u0259rd\u0259n idim. Yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259dbir haz\u0131rla\u00adma\u011f\u0131m var idi. Yax\u015f\u0131 t\u0259\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131 idim. Amma n\u0259 ed\u0259s\u0259n ki, m\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 p\u0259nc\u0259r\u0259 \u015f\u00fc\u015f\u0259sinin q\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131 da m\u0259nim \u201c\u0259s\u0259rim\u201d idi.<\/p>\n

Dikba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n f\u0259rqin\u0259 var\u0131b v\u0259ziyy\u0259ti d\u00fcz\u0259ltm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 tez dill\u0259ndim:<\/p>\n

-\u018fl\u0259kb\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259llim, m\u0259n Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev\u0259 \u015feir h\u0259sr etmi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6zl\u0259ri g\u00fcld\u00fc:<\/p>\n

-Haz\u0131rla\u015f, yax\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u0259rd\u0259 Ali M\u0259clis\u0259 ged\u0259c\u0259yik.<\/p>\n

Sevincimin h\u0259ddi-h\u00fcdudu yox idi. Sonralar m\u0259n bu unudulmaz g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn \u018fl\u0259kb\u0259r m\u00fc\u0259llim\u0259 h\u0259mi\u015f\u0259 r\u0259hm\u0259t oxuyacaqd\u0131m. Ev\u0259 g\u0259\u00adl\u0259r-g\u0259lm\u0259z s\u0259liq\u0259li x\u0259tt il\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259sm\u0259d\u0259n d\u0259ft\u0259rimd\u0259n \u015feiri a\u011f v\u0259r\u0259q\u0259 k\u00f6\u00ad\u00e7\u00fcr\u00add\u00fcm. Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev\u0259 h\u0259diyy\u0259 etm\u0259yi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fcm. M\u0259kt\u0259bi bitir\u00adm\u0259\u00addiyim\u0259 g\u00f6r\u0259 pasport almam\u0131\u015fd\u0131m. R\u0259smi ad v\u0259 soyad\u0131m h\u0259l\u0259 ki S\u0259bin\u0259 \u018fliyeva idi. \u015eeirin alt\u0131nda imzam\u0131 qoyduqdan sonra m\u00f6t\u0259ri\u00adz\u0259d\u0259 t\u0259x\u0259ll\u00fcs\u00fcm\u00fc – \u018flinc\u0259li yazd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

G\u00fcnl\u0259rimi say\u0131rd\u0131m. N\u0259hay\u0259t ki, h\u0259min g\u00fcn g\u0259ldi. 8 may 1993-c\u00fc il. \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal\u0131ndan d\u00fcz 1 il \u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Qon\u015fumuz Qadir h\u0259kimgilin h\u0259y\u0259tind\u0259n Yaqut xalan\u0131n icaz\u0259sini ald\u0131qdan sonra bir d\u0259st\u0259 b\u0259\u00adn\u00f6v\u00ad\u015f\u0259yi zanbaq toplad\u0131m.<\/p>\n

M\u0259ni ilk s\u0131rada \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdirdil\u0259r. \u00c7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri b\u0259rk-b\u0259rk qucaqlay\u0131b otur\u00admu\u015fdum. Ulu \u00f6nd\u0259r i\u00e7\u0259ri daxil oldu. Onu \u015f\u0259xs\u0259n g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f, onunla \u00fcn\u00adsiyy\u0259td\u0259 olmu\u015f insanlar birm\u0259nal\u0131 olaraq bir fakt\u0131 t\u0259sdiql\u0259y\u0259rl\u0259r: on\u00addan g\u0259l\u0259n enerjini. G\u00f6z\u0259g\u00f6r\u00fcnm\u0259z enerjini. Onun yan\u0131nda s\u00f6zl\u0259 izah ed\u0259 bilm\u0259diyim enerjinin dal\u011fas\u0131n\u0131 hiss edirdim. \u00c7ox f\u0259rqqli idi. \u0130lk c\u0259rg\u0259d\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fdiyim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, iclas zal\u0131 ki\u00e7ik oldu\u011fundan onunla yax\u0131n m\u0259saf\u0259d\u0259 idim. G\u00f6zl\u0259rinin r\u0259ngi, iti bax\u0131\u015f\u0131 adam\u0131 ovsunlay\u0131rd\u0131. Diq\u00adq\u0259tl\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259, quca\u011f\u0131mdak\u0131 g\u00fcll\u0259r\u0259 bax\u0131rd\u0131. Aradan 30 il \u00f6t\u00fcb. Bu ill\u0259r\u00add\u0259 Bak\u0131da, Sankt-Peterburqda, Nax\u00e7\u0131vanda ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fam. H\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 onun q\u0259d\u0259r xarizmatik insana rast g\u0259lm\u0259mi\u015f\u0259m.<\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131x\u0131\u015flar ba\u015flad\u0131. Qeydl\u0259r apar\u0131rd\u0131. Arada ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 qald\u0131r\u0131b zala ba\u00adx\u0131r\u00add\u0131. Bir n\u0259f\u0259r qalxd\u0131. Kim oldu\u011funu xat\u0131rlam\u0131ram. \u015eeir qira\u0259t etdi. Bel\u0259 bir misras\u0131 var idi: \u201c\u015e\u0259rqin qoca \u015firi Nax\u00e7\u0131vandad\u0131r\u201d. \u015eeir bit\u00addik\u00add\u0259n sonra Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc zala tutub g\u00fcl\u0259-g\u00fcl\u0259 \u201c\u015eir h\u0259l\u0259 qo\u00adcalmay\u0131b haaa!\u201d- dedi. Sonunu el\u0259 intonasiya il\u0259 uzatd\u0131 ki. O vur\u011fuda h\u0259r \u015fey var idi: inam, \u0259minlik, g\u00fcc. M\u0259n onda h\u0259yat\u0131m\u0131n ilk d\u0259rsini ald\u0131m. Yumor hissinin z\u0259ka sahibl\u0259rinin \u0259n iti silahlar\u0131ndan biri ol\u00addu\u00ad\u011funu anlad\u0131m. Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyevin s\u0259rrast, insan\u0131n i\u00e7ind\u0259n ke\u00e7\u0259n \u00e7ox g\u00fccl\u00fc zarafatlar\u0131n\u0131n g\u0259l\u0259c\u0259kd\u0259 b\u00fct\u00fcn xalq\u0131m kimi, m\u0259n d\u0259 h\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox \u015fahidi olacaqd\u0131m. Olduqca zabit\u0259li g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fc zarafatlar\u0131 il\u0259 yum\u00ad\u015fal\u00addaraq bir anda s\u0259mimi ortam yaradan canl\u0131 \u0259fsan\u0259 idi Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev. M\u0259n ona heyran idim.<\/p>\n

N\u00f6vb\u0259 m\u0259n\u0259 \u00e7atd\u0131. Qalx\u0131b \u015feirimi oxudum. K\u00fcrs\u00fcd\u0259n aralan\u0131b \u00e7i\u00e7\u0259kl\u0259ri Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev\u0259 t\u0259qdim etdim, 70 ya\u015f\u0131 m\u00fcnasib\u0259til\u0259 t\u0259brik etdim v\u0259 \u015feirimi yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m v\u0259r\u0259qi uzatd\u0131m. Aln\u0131mdan \u00f6pd\u00fc, qucaq\u00adla\u00add\u0131. G\u00f6zl\u0259rimin b\u0259rab\u0259rin\u0259 \u0259yildi. O bax\u0131\u015flarda olan q\u0259tiyy\u0259ti h\u0259l\u0259 d\u0259 unuda bilmir\u0259m: \u201cM\u0259n s\u0259n\u0259 s\u00f6z verir\u0259m, Nax\u00e7\u0131van he\u00e7 bir zaman \u015eu\u00ad\u015fa g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259 d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259y\u0259c\u0259k! Biz \u015eu\u015fan\u0131 azad ed\u0259c\u0259yik!\u201d<\/p>\n

\u015eeirimi diqq\u0259tl\u0259 dinl\u0259mi\u015fdi.<\/p>\n

Xalq s\u0259n\u0259 inan\u0131r, inam\u0131 do\u011frult,<\/em><\/p>\n

Yurdumun d\u00fc\u015fm\u0259ni qoy olsun s\u00fcqut.<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc q\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 etdirsin s\u00fcbut,<\/em><\/p>\n

Xalq\u0131m\u0131n qeyr\u0259tli \u00f6vlad\u0131 Heyd\u0259r!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00c7\u0131xart s\u0259n xalq\u0131n\u0131 azad, a\u011f g\u00fcn\u0259.<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin Nax\u00e7\u0131van \u015eu\u015fa g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259.<\/em><\/p>\n

Da\u011flar \u00e7\u0259kilm\u0259sin xalq\u0131n k\u00f6ks\u00fcn\u0259,<\/em><\/p>\n

Xalq\u0131m\u0131n qeyr\u0259tli \u00f6vlad\u0131 Heyd\u0259r!<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201cD\u00fc\u015fm\u0259sin Nax\u00e7\u0131van \u015eu\u015fa g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u0259\u201d misras\u0131 \u015eu\u015fan\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal\u0131 il\u0259 bar\u0131\u015fmayan yeniyetm\u0259 q\u0131z\u0131n f\u0259ryad\u0131 idi. O, bu f\u0259ryad\u0131n a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn h\u00fcceyr\u0259l\u0259rin\u0259 q\u0259d\u0259r hiss etmi\u015fdi. H\u0259zm ed\u0259 bilmirdim torpaqlar\u0131\u00adm\u0131\u00adz\u0131n i\u015f\u011fal\u0131n\u0131. \u0130nand\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir h\u0259qiq\u0259t var idi – ham\u0131 onun \u0259rtaf\u0131nda s\u0131x birl\u0259\u015fm\u0259li, \u00e7\u0259kici bir yer\u0259 vurmal\u0131 idi. Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev m\u0259nim \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn\u00a0 xalq\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnd\u0259 ged\u0259n, onu d\u00fcz yola y\u00f6n\u0259ld\u0259n ba\u015f\u00e7\u0131 idi. Bu d\u00fcnyada a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131, d\u0259rrak\u0259li insan \u00e7oxdur. Amma h\u0259r a\u011f\u0131ll\u0131 insan lider deyil. Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev lider idi. M\u0259n bunu o vaxt g\u00f6z\u0259l d\u0259rk edirdim. M\u0259nim g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259 Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev z\u0259kan\u0131n v\u0259 g\u00fcc\u00fcn birl\u0259\u015fm\u0259si idi. Bu \u00fczd\u0259n onu h\u0259r zaman sevdim. O g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 onun yan\u0131nda \u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc o q\u0259d\u0259r g\u00fc\u00adv\u0259nd\u0259 hiss etdim ki, i\u00e7imd\u0259ki qorxu, vahim\u0259 bir anda \u00e7\u0259kildi. H\u0259l\u0259 \u00e7ox g\u0259nc, \u00fcrk\u0259k, m\u00fcharib\u0259nin d\u0259h\u015f\u0259tl\u0259rind\u0259n g\u00f6z\u00fc qorxsa da, i\u00e7ind\u0259 qan-qan dey\u0259n, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u0259 getm\u0259y\u0259 bel\u0259 haz\u0131r olan c\u0259sar\u0259tli bir az\u0259rbay\u00adcanl\u0131 q\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n s\u0259ks\u0259k\u0259sinin \u00fcst\u00fcnd\u0259n bir x\u0259tt \u00e7\u0259kdi o g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fd\u0259 Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyev. O rahatl\u0131q hissini verdiyi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn, bizi- mill\u0259timizi, v\u0259t\u0259nimizi qoruyaca\u011f\u0131na inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn m\u0259n onu saf m\u0259h\u0259bb\u0259tl\u0259 sevdim.<\/p>\n

…\u0130naml\u0131 alq\u0131\u015f s\u0259si zal\u0131 b\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc. ..Sonras\u0131 xo\u015fb\u0259xtlik… M\u0259kt\u0259bd\u0259 m\u0259h\u00ad\u015furla\u015fm\u0131\u015fd\u0131m.<\/p>\n

\u0130kinci d\u0259f\u0259 onunla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u0259k 1999-cu ild\u0259 qism\u0259t oldu. Nax\u00e7\u0131van D\u00f6vl\u0259t Universitetind\u0259, II kursda oxuyurdum. Oktyabr ay\u0131 idi. Uni\u00adver\u00adsi\u00adtetin rektoru v\u0259 m\u00fc\u0259llimim \u0130sa H\u0259bibb\u0259yli Az\u0259rbaycan Respub\u00adli\u00adkas\u0131n\u0131n prezidenti Heyd\u0259r \u018fliyevin Nax\u00e7\u0131van Muxtar Respubli\u00adka\u00ads\u0131n\u0131n 75 illik yubiley t\u0259dbirl\u0259rind\u0259 i\u015ftirak etm\u0259k \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn Nax\u00e7\u0131vana g\u0259\u00adl\u0259\u00adc\u0259yini v\u0259 bu t\u0259dbirl\u0259r \u00e7\u0259r\u00e7iv\u0259sind\u0259 universitetin yeni t\u0259dris korpu\u00adsunun t\u0259nt\u0259n\u0259li a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131nda i\u015ftirak ed\u0259c\u0259yini s\u00f6yl\u0259di. \u0130sa m\u00fc\u0259llim Hey\u00add\u0259r \u018fliyevi \u015feirl\u0259 salamlamaq \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcn bir ne\u00e7\u0259 t\u0259l\u0259b\u0259 il\u0259 birg\u0259 m\u0259nim d\u0259 \u015feir qira\u0259t etm\u0259yimi ist\u0259yirdi. Ke\u00e7irdiyim hisl\u0259ri t\u0259s\u0259vv\u00fcr etm\u0259k o q\u0259d\u0259r d\u0259 \u00e7\u0259tin deyil, y\u0259qin ki. Xatir\u0259l\u0259r yeni\u00add\u0259n canland\u0131. M\u0259n el\u0259 h\u0259min an Vaqif M\u0259mm\u0259dovun 1997-ci ild\u0259 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cUcalardan uca insan\u201d \u015feirini s\u00f6yl\u0259y\u0259c\u0259yim\u0259 q\u0259rar verdim:<\/p>\n

S\u0259n ucasan, z\u0259ka s\u0259nd\u0259, g\u00fcc s\u0259nd\u0259,<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eim\u015f\u0259k s\u0259nd\u0259, alov s\u0259nd\u0259, qar s\u0259nd\u0259,<\/em><\/p>\n

X\u0259tainin c\u0259sar\u0259ti var s\u0259nd\u0259.<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259n qeybd\u0259n g\u00f6nd\u0259ril\u0259n s\u0259smis\u0259n?<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259n t\u00f6k\u00fcl\u0259n qan izini k\u0259smis\u0259n.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

\u0130ll\u0259r boyu \u0259sar\u0259td\u0259 yatan el, <\/em><\/p>\n

Sevincini, \u015fadl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 atan el, <\/em><\/p>\n

Dar ayaqda \u0259t\u0259yind\u0259n tutan el<\/em><\/p>\n

Tanr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 tan\u0131y\u0131rd\u0131, duyurdu<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u0259n qoymad\u0131n par\u00e7alana bu yurdu.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u018fyilib \u00fcz\u00fcmd\u0259n \u00f6p\u0259nd\u0259: \u201cC\u0259nab prezident, biz Sizinl\u0259 1993-c\u00fc il\u00add\u0259, Sizin 70 illik yubileyinizd\u0259 g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fd\u00fck. M\u0259n Siz\u0259 \u015feirimi h\u0259\u00addiy\u00ady\u0259 etmi\u015fdim\u201d, dedim. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u0259y\u0259r\u0259k: \u201cTan\u0131d\u0131m s\u0259ni. S\u0259n h\u0259min q\u0131z\u00adsan\u201d,- dedi. Sonra orda i\u015ftirak ed\u0259nl\u0259rd\u0259n s\u0259n onun qula\u011f\u0131na n\u0259 dedin, o n\u0259 dedi suallar\u0131 il\u0259 maraq ed\u0259nl\u0259r d\u0259 az olmam\u0131\u015fd\u0131.<\/p>\n

El\u0259 hadis\u0259l\u0259r var ki, onlar\u0131n t\u0259\u0259ss\u00fcrat\u0131 insan\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fc boyu m\u00fc\u015fayi\u0259t edir. M\u0259n xatir\u0259l\u0259rimi \u015fi\u015firtm\u0259d\u0259n, b\u0259z\u0259k verm\u0259d\u0259n, sad\u0259 v\u0259 y\u0131\u011fcam dan\u0131\u015fmaq ist\u0259dim. M\u0259qs\u0259dim g\u00f6z\u0259l bir yaz\u0131 haz\u0131rlamaq deyil d\u0259, yadda\u015f\u0131m\u0131n bir k\u00fcnc\u00fcnd\u0259 ill\u0259rdir ya\u015fayan, h\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca m\u0259n\u0259 g\u00f6z\u0259l hisl\u0259ri t\u0259krar ya\u015fadan xatir\u0259l\u0259rimi yaz\u0131ya k\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcrm\u0259k idi. Ulu \u00f6nd\u0259rin 100 illiyin\u0259 m\u0259\u00adnim d\u0259 bir t\u00f6hf\u0259m olsun ist\u0259dim. Xatir\u0259l\u0259ri h\u0259r k\u0259s sev\u0259r, bili\u00adr\u0259m. H\u0259r d\u0259f\u0259 dan\u0131\u015fd\u0131qca g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin i\u00e7i g\u00fcld\u00fcy\u00fc ki\u00admi bu yaz\u0131 q\u0259l\u0259m\u0259 al\u0131nd\u0131qda da g\u00f6zl\u0259rimin i\u00e7i g\u00fcl\u00fcrd\u00fc. Atam, babam, ulu \u00f6nd\u0259rim, ruhun \u015fad olsun!<\/p>\n

Ruhuna b\u00f6y\u00fck ehtiramla:<\/em><\/p>\n

S\u018fB\u0130N\u018f \u018fL\u0130NC\u018fL\u0130<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

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B\u0130Z\u0130M EL\u018f TA Q\u018fD\u0130MD\u018fN<\/p>\n

N\u018fQ\u015e\u0130-CAHAN DEY\u018fRL\u018fR<\/p>\n

\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n

Yer \u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn c\u0259n\u0259tidir, n\u0259 ist\u0259s\u0259n var burda,<\/p>\n

Bizim el\u0259 ta q\u0259dimd\u0259n N\u0259q\u015fi-Cahan dey\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

M\u0259n a\u015fiq\u0259m bu torpa\u011fa, bu diyara, bu yurda,<\/p>\n

Bizim el\u0259 ta q\u0259dimd\u0259n N\u0259q\u015fi-Cahan dey\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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C\u0259rg\u0259l\u0259nib boyhaboya \u00e7\u0259m\u0259nlikl\u0259r, da\u011f-d\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n

Ba\u015f\u0131 qarl\u0131 uca da\u011flar b\u0259nz\u0259yir al\u0259m yer\u0259,<\/p>\n

H\u00fccumlara diyar\u0131m\u0131z m\u0259ruz qal\u0131b min k\u0259r\u0259,<\/p>\n

Bizim el\u0259 ta q\u0259dimd\u0259n N\u0259q\u015fi-Cahan dey\u0259rl\u0259r<\/p>\n

—<\/p>\n

Bu yerl\u0259r\u0259 min bir c\u00fcr\u0259 nax\u0131\u015f vurub Yaradan,<\/p>\n

Uzunobaya, Batabata \u00e7oxlar\u0131 qal\u0131b heyran,<\/p>\n

Bu al\u0259md\u0259, t\u0259bi\u0259td\u0259 \u0259sla yoxdur he\u00e7 n\u00f6qsan,<\/p>\n

Bizim el\u0259 ta q\u0259dimd\u0259n N\u0259q\u015fi-Cahan dey\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

—<\/p>\n

Bulaqlar\u0131 \u015f\u0259fal\u0131d\u0131r, \u015f\u0259fa ara suyunda,<\/p>\n

\u0130nsanlar\u0131\u00a0 v\u0259fal\u0131d\u0131r, v\u0259fa ara huyunda,<\/p>\n

Havas\u0131 da s\u0259fal\u0131d\u0131r, s\u0259fa vard\u0131r qoynunda,<\/p>\n

Bizim el\u0259 ta q\u0259dimd\u0259n N\u0259q\u015fi-Cahan dey\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

—<\/p>\n

D\u00fc\u015fm\u0259n tutmaz \u00f6z\u00fcn\u0259 n\u0259 do\u011fman\u0131, n\u0259 yad\u0131,<\/p>\n

Geri qalmaz he\u00e7 bir yerd\u0259n \u015f\u00f6hr\u0259ti, \u015fan\u0131, ad\u0131,<\/p>\n

M\u0259ftun ed\u0259r h\u0259r k\u0259si meyv\u0259l\u0259rinin dad\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bizim el\u0259 ta q\u0259dimd\u0259n N\u0259q\u015fi-Cahan dey\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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Az\u0259rbaycan bir qartald\u0131r, bura onun qanad\u0131,<\/p>\n

Az\u0259rbaycan anam\u0131zd\u0131r, bizl\u0259r onun \u00f6vlad\u0131,<\/p>\n

Dahil\u0259ri yetirm\u0259kd\u0259 \u00f6nd\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilir ad\u0131,<\/p>\n

Bizim el\u0259 ta q\u0259dimd\u0259n N\u0259q\u015fi-Cahan dey\u0259rl\u0259r.<\/p>\n

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D\u00dcNYA \u00dcZ\u00dcYOLA G\u018fL\u0130N DEY\u0130LM\u0130\u015e…<\/p>\n

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\u0130lahi, q\u0259m y\u00fck\u00fcn n\u0259 a\u011f\u0131r imi\u015f..<\/p>\n

Saxlaya bilmir\u0259m, \u00e7iynimd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya \u00fcz\u00fcyola g\u0259lin deyilmi\u015f,<\/p>\n

S\u0259rtliyi \u00fcz\u00fcnd\u0259n \u00f6mr\u0259 d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr<\/p>\n

—<\/p>\n

Aldadan, aldanan, yalan yeridi,<\/p>\n

\u015e\u0259rin xeyri sat\u0131n alan yeridi,<\/p>\n

D\u00fcnya bir yuxudur des\u0259m, yeridi,<\/p>\n

Pu\u00e7dur, d\u00fcnya mal\u0131 g\u00f6z\u00fcmd\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

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Ax\u0131t g\u00f6z ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 yaram\u0131n \u00fcst\u0259,<\/p>\n

G\u00f6yn\u0259sin, k\u00fcl olsun sevdam\u00a0 ah\u0259st\u0259.<\/p>\n

Ruhum bir z\u0259rr\u0259dir, hey d\u00f6nm\u0259k ist\u0259r,<\/p>\n

Yolum bu d\u00fcnyaya t\u0259z\u0259d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

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Ba\u011fr\u0131mda\u00a0 h\u0259sr\u0259tin\u00a0 q\u0131vr\u0131l\u0131b yat\u0131b,<\/p>\n

\u0130\u00e7md\u0259 c\u00fcc\u0259r\u0259n\u00a0 \u00fcmid boy at\u0131b<\/p>\n

Xam\u0131r\u0131ma nurundan bir \u00e7imdik qat\u0131b<\/p>\n

Q\u00fcdr\u0259tind\u0259n fitr\u0259tim\u0259 d\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

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Sevdand\u0131r ruhuma i\u015f\u0131q salan\u00a0 \u015fam<\/p>\n

Ya R\u0259bb,\u00a0 h\u0259sr\u0259tind\u0259n k\u00f6nl\u00fcm p\u0259ri\u015fan,<\/p>\n

\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc se\u00e7m\u0259y\u0259 qoysalar, inan,<\/p>\n

Yada,\u00a0 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u0259d\u0259n,\u00a0 t\u0259k V\u0259t\u0259n d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr.<\/p>\n

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PAR\u00c7ASIYAM KA\u0130NATIN<\/p>\n

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Yen\u0259 d\u0259 \u0259yl\u0259\u015fib ruhum<\/p>\n

K\u0259d\u0259r, q\u00fcss\u0259, q\u0259m taxt\u0131nda<\/p>\n

Hava da q\u0259mlidir bu g\u00fcn<\/p>\n

M\u0259nim m\u00fck\u0259dd\u0259r vaxt\u0131mda.<\/p>\n

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H\u0259zin k\u00fcl\u0259k \u0259sir bu g\u00fcn<\/p>\n

Buludlar qeyb\u0259 \u00e7\u0259kilib.<\/p>\n

Q\u0259m \u00fcr\u0259yi k\u0259sir bu g\u00fcn<\/p>\n

Havada\u00a0 k\u0259d\u0259r \u0259kilib.<\/p>\n

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N\u0259f\u0259s al\u0131ram, getdikc\u0259<\/p>\n

Q\u0259m-k\u0259d\u0259r i\u00e7im\u0259 dolur.<\/p>\n

T\u0259bi\u0259t sanki bu gec\u0259<\/p>\n

Q\u0259lbimin n\u0259bzini tutur.<\/p>\n

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Sa\u00e7lar\u0131ma gah toxunur<\/p>\n

D\u0259li k\u00fcl\u0259yin \u0259t\u0259yi<\/p>\n

\u00dcr\u0259yiml\u0259 birg\u0259 vurur<\/p>\n

Havan\u0131n m\u0259hzun \u00fcr\u0259yi.<\/p>\n

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Ya\u015f \u00f6td\u00fckc\u0259 anlay\u0131ram<\/p>\n

Par\u00e7as\u0131yam kainat\u0131n.<\/p>\n

G\u00f6r\u0259n ruhum haras\u0131nda<\/p>\n

Hans\u0131 lay\u0131n? Hans\u0131 qat\u0131n?<\/p>\n

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ZiM.Az<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n

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